nice to meet you!

۞ age: 25+ (07Feb + 07Sep)
۞ pronouns: dei/deis + he/him
۞ language: ENG - BG - HEB = OK

likes: lemons, hummus sandwiches w/ pickles, fries, sour things, men, stars, cities, sunsets

hobbies: writing, collecting different things, watching movies, reading, making OCs with my bf. i also draw sometimes, though i don't view it as a hobby

other: i identify as foxgender, masc, butch, and queer. also, i am terminally ill and my energy levels can fluctuate because of it (not a lot of oxygen reaches my system because of the nature of my illness so i get tired easily and get brain fog, and forget things or get confused - please be understanding). also kind of a soulbonder, for lack of better term.

i'm the certified yamato endo CEO!

endo specific

  • endo is a special interest - yes, the autistic kind!

  • if you GENUINELY dislike takiishi, i don't really want to interact!

  • i am an endo and takiishi apologist!

  • very, very, VERY non-sharing over him - both in a ""selfship"" sense and in a favorite character sense.

  • me and my irl fiance consider yamato endo to be a variant of our ""fictional"" husband. more here

  • i ask that you please do not send me asks that are overly sexual or romantic in nature about him - i do not enjoy "simping" over him with anyone other than my bf.

important

other

  • very trigger happy with the block button. likewise, if i follow u and block you a few days later, dont be offended.

  • my blog is NOT SPOILER FREE, so proceed with caution! i only tag spoilers for friends if they ask.

  • pls hardblock me if you don't want me to follow you anymore! i'd prefer to avoid me re-following by accident!

  • i don't check the OP of my RTs. i RT a lot of things not knowing the source material too. if i RTd something bad by accident, please calmly let me know.

  • if PDA/irl relationships bother you, it's better if you don't follow me.

special interests
american sitcoms 80s-2000s, Witches of the North, yamato endo from wind breaker
catroons & comics
my genres of choice: fantasy, mech, scifi, adventure, slice of life, magical realism

anime: Guilty Crown, non non biyori, yuru camp, darling in the franxx, valvrave the liberator, Sasaki to Miyano, captain earth, digimon 01, 02 & frontier

manga: meteor methuselah/immortal rain, sasaki to miyano, hirano to kagiura, wind breaker

find others on MyAnimeList

VAs: hosoya yoshimasa, akira ishida, hanae natsuki

comics: w.i.t.c.h., boyfriends. & other occasional webcomics

cartoons: tangled the series, queer force, hilda
fav games
still play: genshin impact, infinity nikki

finished games: tales of xillia, oxenfree, DR1-2, gravity rush, pikmin 4

find others on Grouvee
shows & movies
my genres of choice for movies is: horror (preferring supernatural or teen slashers), fantasy, adventure
for series: comedy, fantasy, crime investigation

FRIENDS is my ultimate comfort show in the whole world. i prefer the extended DVD cut, but haven't seen the Netflix cut :(

other: S1-10 Criminal Minds, S1-5 NCIS, 'allo 'allo! , derry girls, monsuno, tangled, S1-6 golden girls, Fate the Winx saga, the fall of the house of usher, the haunting of bly manor, the haunting of hill house & others below!
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movies: LotR trilogy (Extended edition), Tangled, Frozen series, Final Girl, PotC trilogy, the shawshank redemption, the man from u.n.c.l.e. & others below!
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other favs
books: horror, fantasy, adventure, crime investigation, thriller.
favs:
my best friend's exorcism, Josie Quinn series, anything by T. Kingfisher, Small spaces series, Winternight series, LotR, & others
goodreads link

artists: atsuya uki, redjuice, degas, Mucha, Erin Hanson

music: hoyomix, hiroyuki sawano, flumpool, 2000s / 90s popular music, eve6, egoist, alien stage, milgram, readyyy, taylor swift, mihaela fileva, geri-nikol, & many others - i listen to many things and i'm always open to suggestions!

⌠ Yamato Endo⌡
since 17.04.2024. (explosion sounds) (car whizzing by) (unintelligible noises)

your wish is my command.

shards of hermes

⌠ ∞ We hang out at parties♤ I'm not really part of you۞ But when you look at me, I'm whole ⌡

⌠ Aventurine⌡
since ~2023. my love for him is boundless.

May your journey be forever peaceful, and your schemes forever concealed.
⌠ Wanderer⌡
since 2020. i consider him my savior, and i would not be alive without him now.

BD: 03 JAN

My chest will never again be defiled by worldly filth. I will scrub away every last trace of human emotion!
⌠ x-eins⌡
since 2013. he is my ultimate favorite character, forever & always, and the reason i love Hosoyan.

Age: 19
BD: 29th Sept
Weakness: animal movies (they make him cry)

H-nen, even now, you'd be cracking wise...

the universal big three

⌠ Shadow the Hedgehog⌡
since ~2003.

This is the end of you, and the end of my cursed past!
⌠ Fate Averruncus⌡
since ~2008. i don't care for his source or his creator.

To save the world.
⌠ Daryl Yan⌡
since 2011.

I want to at least choose how I die myself.

the starbound

⌠Renzo Shima⌡
since 2013.

Sorry, everyone, but right now, I'm having so much fun!
⌠A-drei⌡
since 2013.

This isn't betrayal. It's my punishment.

the milky way

the undisputed, unchallenged love of my life. my fiance, my love, my life, my prince, my darling sweetheart, my strawberry cake. i love him to the moon and back a million times.

ck

💚 dating 31.03.17💛 engaged 31.03.18💚 Eternally Bonded 31.03.2020🌹 04.04.21 B+C+N💚 17.04 D+A

Lial

🌹 dating 2019🖤 Eternally Bonded 04.04.21we are in a polyamorous relationship.our version of him is different from canon and also includes him being many "other" charas: yamato endo, wriothesley from gnshin, sylus from LaDS, and others. think of those as being alternate universe versions of him, like a multiverse thing - same soul, different worlds and stories.we are not comfortable sharing him in any capacity. it is serious, he is our real love. i sometimes use f/o terminology but we are NOT selfshippers. he s our real husband, and an alter in both of our systems.🐦😈🦊 - 🌞🌑🌟

endo is him in his youth, like if you were seeing photos of your s/o from when they were younger, or a spin-off show about your f/o of them younger!

Example usage in sentences:I think dei is very nice.
I asked dei if I can borrow deis pencil.
Dei told me that the house is deis.
Dei said dei would rather do it deiself.

become a real boy?

what is "become a real boy"?
in simple terms, it's a character who is non-human (usually a robot or puppet of some kind, but can be vampire or other creature) who becomes "human" in some way - gains emotions, gains freedom, a human body, and so on. they either want it, or it happens naturally. it comes from the story of Pinocchio. you may find the full TVtropes explanation here
i, however, choose to apply it to any character who gains humanity even if they were already biologically human, as this is the reason i love this trope so much and is the reason i connect with it.

but not all of your favs fit the trope though!:
they do if you squint!! and i squint a lot on my favs! (this page is an excuse for me to explain how i see them fitting the trope)

WILL CONTAIN SPOILERS FOR EACH CHARA!

⌠ X-Eins⌡
a child soldier indoctrinated and devoted to his commander, a puppet for the army. he stands up to the people he admired and dies regaining his freedom of emotion.⌠ Wanderer⌡
a puppet who seeks a way to gain a heart, even at the cost of his life. gains freedom, a name, and new purpose.⌠ Shadow the Hedgehog⌡
an unfeeling experiment that stands up to his creator and regains emotion and freedom at the cost of his life.⌠ Fate Averruncus⌡
an unfeeling puppet deemed a failre that abandons his creator and purpose for creation, chooses a new name, and gains new purpose.⌠ Daryl Yan⌡
an indoctrinated & neglected child soldier who believes he is an evil monster until the very end, but his defenses are slowly breaking down and his only friend saves his life to prove that Daryl has humanity in him after all.⌠ Aventurine⌡
a former slave, considered a savage and nothing more than a toy, who revolts and fights his way into relative freedom, and regains his life prpose an a reason to live.⌠ Yamato Endo⌡
a child prodigy who didn't experience regular emotions until he was freed by Takiishi's sight.⌠ Chika Takiishi⌡
a ND kid who saw people and himself as objects but regains his humanity and realizes he has the capacity for change.

TCGs
i collect cards to look at pretty pictures and idc about getting "all of them" !

Pokemon: i focus on Jolteon, bulbasaur, ninetales, rapidash, mewtwo, and some other favs, though i have a bunch of albums of different ones too! i'm looking at selling my rare ones that i don't care about, just don't have a feasible way to do it yet.

Digimon: i consider my Digimon collection "complete" at the moment; i collect cards of characters from Adventure, 02, and Frontier; all my other cards i want to sell when i find a way to do so.

Magic the gathering: i only collect magic cards that i like the look of (aka i like the picture) or collabs of things i enjoy, like lotr.

ygo: i consider my ygo collection complete as well, it focuses on Blue eyes and dark magician, with some other cards of characters/cards i like!

other: i have a bunch of other TCgs as well, off the top of my head: vanguard, an old idol game, guilty crown, lorcana...
keychains
i've been collecting keychains since i was a small child! i don't have any way to display them all, though, and i've slowed down a bit, but i still like having one from each new place i go to.
wotn merch
witches of the north is my original story and novel. i collect merch of objects that remind me of it or look like the characters!
can tabs
i started randomly collecting tabs from canned drinks! i don't have a goal with this,it's just fun. i want to find a way to store & display them eventually, but they currently live in a small box.
stickers
this one happened by accident - i love having stickers to put in journals and it just grew exponentially over time.